Lately I've been having a really hard time getting my weight back under control. With the holidays right around the corner and the fact that I decided to do probably the single worst thing I could ever do to myself with regards to my weight - go home - I decided some drastic measures were in order. So I went to the grocery store last night and bought all of the ingredients that I needed to start the Cabbage soup diet today.
I did this diet once before years ago with LB and I already know it's death. I'm sure I'll be sick of the soup by day 3. I might already be sick of it now and I've only had a little bit. It's not even 9 am and I'm already starving. I also plan to try and work out every day. Probably not the best idea, but I'm going to try anyway. I'm going to try and do one post a day and just document how I feel throughout the day. So just fruit and soup today. Oh and I did an initial wt - 135 WHEW! Need to drop 10-15 lbs Whelp, here goes!
8:40 am - Just finished the little bit of soup I had dished out probably an hour ago. I'm starving and dizzy. I don't want any soup. I think I'll go drink some water =/
11:30 am - Still starving even though I drank some water and ate an apple. I'm having some more soup. We'll see how long it takes me to finish this serving. I almost cheated though cause I really really want some peanut butter (of all things right?) And I mean I just started, so what's one little cheat on day 1? Totally the wrong mindset to have, I know. I just need to keep myself busy and my mind on things other than food. I had planned to work out this afternoon, but all I really want to do is take a nap.
12:30 pm - Somebody kill me now. Just woke up from a nap. I think i feel a headache coming on. I wonder if this is all in my head tho. I go longer than this on a Saturday without eating a thing and it doesn't bother me a bit. AAALLL that food I ate yesterday shouldda been able to hold me over. It's gotta be mental. Can't be anything else. Ok, off to the store to buy some fruit. I'm sure that will help.
7:30 pm - I pretty much made it through the day. I just came from the mall and was in here trying on clothes trying to find something to wear to this concert tomorrow. Nothing fits. I look like a beached manatee. Makes me not want to even eat. Totally depressed and don't feel like going to the concert either. Well I'll go to the concert, but maybe I'll skip the club. idk, just not in the mood to do much of anything at the moment. I hate everything right now. Skipping dinner, I'm going to sleep.
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