New indifference

Ever since I woke up yesterday I've been feeling especially indifferent to some things that I used to care about. It's kind of liberating to let go of bullshit and just be able to not care. That may sound kind of cold, but the kinds of things that I'm talking about are things that I should have never concerned me or occupied my thoughts to begin with. Just stupid stuff. Things that I have no control over and I still let get to me. I'm not going to mention what sparked my new found indifference, but I will say that it was one of those things. And now that I know what I know, I realize that I really don't give a damn about it and a couple other things loosely related to it.

Just for my own personal reference tho, I will say that I txt Farah about it and she had a field day with me. And I'll also say that I now know what Tiffany meant by a half and why halfsies might not really count. I'll have to write more about it in my other blog.

I do hope that this just isn't a phase tho. Knowing me, it's a definite possibility, so I'll be keeping my fingers crossed. On the other hand though, I also hope this isn't a slippery slope that I've stumbled onto. Indifference isn't always a good thing.

On another note... So about a week and a half ago I got back from MIA and in 2 weeks I'll be headed to FLL for a cruise with the fam. MIA was cool. I went down there with Farah, Chris and Dave. We had a good time hangin out at the beach, walking the streets and laughing at all the crazy people we encountered. Plenty of alcohol was consumed, but nothing crazy happened. Just good ol' clean fun which is how I like it. Least that's from my perspective. I can't really speak for anyone else since I wasn't with them all 24/7.

Now I got this cruise coming up in two weeks and I'm totally not ready. Not sure when I plan on starting to get ready tho... time is ticking. Don't know how this trip is going to go either. I probably won't have a single drink the entire cruise and I just don't know how much fun it'll be sober the ENTIRE time. I do plan on getting my fair share of snorkeling in though. That might be the one thing that I'm most excited about. I haven't been snorkeling in almost 3 years. Can't wait to post pics. Well since this is all the way off topic I'll end it here.